Hey i never really publicly said it but am I already quit oldcp and discord but now I just have to leave the forums but before I go for a little while I just have a few things to say. I just wanted to pop in really quickly to say that I apologize if I ever caused anyone any sadness/stress/anxiety ect because I know exactly how it feels to be in that position. I noticed that I have become such a toxic person who thrives off of attention sometimes positive but mostly negative and I am starting to hate that spotlight that I have created for myself. I just recently decided to try to "revamp" my life but realized that I can't do that while I have these platforms where my whole identity i've created for myself is being a ( bad word bleep ) .
So yeah basically I'm really sorry if I did/said anything that offended you I am trying to learn from my mistakes and I hope you can accept my apology. I wish you all the best in life and please treat each other with the kindness and respect that everyone deserves.
xoxox-alea

alea i love you. i hope you take care of yourself. i miss you so much, and i hope you feel so much better

i love you so so much alea!!! i know at some point we weren’t on good terms but i have a ton of respect for you. wishing the best for you in life ❤️