I never believed this when I was told by Cyberwolf years ago. But, it is true then after all? Well whoever you are, you're a good worker and would like to keep you around.

Hi Scott!
I'm a couple days late to this discussion, but I just wanted to leave a reply to share my support of you. It obviously took great courage for you to get to this point, and I'm proud of the honesty that you lead with in admitting this. I read quite a few of the comments, and although I can understand the commotion this subject caused, I personally still think you're just as much of an amazing person as I've always thought you were. We've all struggled with truth in our lives to certain extents, so it's normal to be afraid of confronting it in fear of losing the people close to you. And what you spoke about regarding the ingrainment that men/boys are expected to uphold this image of not (or rarely) crying/showing emotion, that's something I think everyone of every gender/orientation should hear and understand.
Periods of growth come at different points for everyone; everyone's journey in life is different and we all have to overcome different obstacles in pursuit of being our authentic selves. Things that may seem minor to some are hard for others because of their circumstances and how they were raised. A lot of young kids can get wrapped up in issues surrounding identity, so I can understand that as you get older it can get even harder to confront that, because in your case it's all you've ever known in this community. As humans we all make mistakes, but regardless of the natural stigma that a lot of people have against forgiveness when it comes to seeing someone admit their faults, I believe that everyone's deserving of forgiveness and compassion no matter what they've done. Moving on and creating a new path for yourself is the only thing you really can do, and I can see you're doing just that! You opened up about your past in a really respectable and honest way from my point of view. I can't speak on behalf of everyone here, but I'm seriously so proud of you and I admire you for coming clean. You've always been yourself and have always embodied your true feelings/thoughts, so nothing has changed that way. You're just you, and I hope sharing this has helped you feel more at ease with embracing who you are!

I'm so proud of you for doing this because I know it took a lot from you to be able to finally let everyone know the truth. I kinda laughed at the part about when we dated; it literally didn't phase me at all considering I was only dating girls at the time to hide the fact that I was gay. I don't understand why some people find this disgusting?? Maybe I'll never know but they've also never gone through what you've experienced with gender roles and expectations from a young age; hence why you did this in the first place. To be honest, I'll always love you no matter what your name is, what your gender is, or how old you are because you're just flat out a damn good person in general. Yeah, what you did obviously wasn't going to come with anything good, but that doesn't take anything away your personality, what you believe in, and what you stand for. I don't know, I guess some people just need to grow up and realize this isn't the end of the world. You're still a person at the end of the day, learning and growing just like everyone else in this crazy world. I hope we can talk more in the future, Scott.

Okay this is disgusting.

But even more sus, most of the people's posts after a long break were them defending or commenting on posts you made or were in

Why would you lie about your gender? Was there a reason? Or is it private

Kinda suspicious how 7 people have logged on from a month or more of inactivity to defend you....

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Courtney6 wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:47 PM:
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Chelsey wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:24 PM:
so you lied to everyone, about your name, age, and gender, for literally no reason and it took SEVEN years to come clean when you were given multiple clear opportunities to tell the truth? i can't even say this is just a kid's mistake, because you later on introduced "scott" as "sadie's brother" with an entirely different account. who knows what else you've lied about?? is courtney also you on another account? kudos to the people who are being so nice to you for this, i just don't trust liars.

Scott was young & mistakes are made. But I don’t comprehend why you had to assume me & Scott are the same when we’ve made that clear in the past. And to be honest with you it’s kinda silly that this is literally just a Penguin game - kudos to Amanda for telling me that. I felt like that’s just the honest truth. And I know you commented below Scott’s quote asking if I’m real. Yes, I’m real. Although there’s a lot of conspiracy stuff speculating that I’m not which I find hilarious. Personally, I don’t have the time for that.
Chelsey you clearly don’t understand what Scott likely felt throughout those years. He stated that it was a mistake & that he regrets it. Not trying to spread any hate because I don’t mind you at all. But I know you probably made mistakes as well, even if they’re not as severe and totally different.
you can't keep blaming this on the fact "he was young" when this started when the lie continued on until now, when he's 19. i'm pretty sure it was also made clear that sadie and scott were two different people. i was told numerous times that scott was sadie's brother so i tried to believe that, despite my doubts. i won't let you make me feel guilty for having raised suspicions of sadie's other sibling now. this is what happens when your "mistakes" are this severe.

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sarabareille wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:33 PM:
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Chelsey wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:24 PM:
so you lied to everyone, about your name, age, and gender, for literally no reason and it took SEVEN years to come clean when you were given multiple clear opportunities to tell the truth? i can't even say this is just a kid's mistake, because you later on introduced "scott" as "sadie's brother" with an entirely different account. who knows what else you've lied about?? is courtney also you on another account? kudos to the people who are being so nice to you for this, i just don't trust liars.

I wouldn't consider myself a liar, but that's okay.
To be completely honest, I created both accounts at the same time. Also, there was thousands of reasons why I simply did not tell everyone sooner. Often times, yes, I do wish I told people sooner. It isn't like I never contemplated that idea, I contemplated it for YEARS. Carrying this lie has caused me more pain than anything, but at the same time, it has given me a lot to be proud of too. Listen, I comprehend why people might get angry, sad, or even confused in regards to this entire situation - I too felt all three of those emotions myself, when thinking about this all!
Honestly, I feel like people are and will continue to get this entire story mixed up, or create background stories to it. I left out a lot of deeply personal information within this discussion simply because I felt like it wasn't necessary to construct a sob-story when that's simply not what I'm looking for. I'm not even looking for acceptance, I did this for me. I wanted to move forward on here without the baggage. I'm proud of myself, truly I am. I no longer have to live a lie. Everything I have told people is 100% the truth, I have told a few lies which are the 3 you said up above unless you count me telling people I had to go offline b/c of something important when in all reality I wanted to watch YouTube...
Regardless, I respect you and your opinion. If you have any further questions, comments, or concerns please, by all means, ask me. I understand where you're coming from, and perhaps one day this will all make sense. Thank you for everything you have done for me though, regardless of what the outcome has turned to be. I appreciate you and everything you have done for this community. I'm sorry if any of this is an inconvenience to you or anyone of that matter.
so is courtney real or nah

so you lied to everyone, about your name, age, and gender, for literally no reason and it took SEVEN years to come clean when you were given multiple clear opportunities to tell the truth? i can't even say this is just a kid's mistake, because you later on introduced "scott" as "sadie's brother" with an entirely different account. who knows what else you've lied about?? is courtney also you on another account? kudos to the people who are being so nice to you for this, i just don't trust liars.

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sarabareille wrote on 21st March 2020, 09:38 AM:
Amanda, thank you. Before I go off on a ramble, which for me, is indeed typical. I would like to say that I am genuinely shocked to see you write such a lengthy discussion here. That is totally unlike you, so to be completely honest with you, it means a lot to me.
I have to be honest here, you have taken what some people would consider a "grim story" and made it into something far from grim. Getting to know you I have been thrilled, to say the least. Since day one I knew that I would have a friendship unlike any that I had before. Our long conversations through text & call taught me the value of friendship. Acceptance, understanding, and sympathy are an understatement when I attempt to describe you and this friendship.
It has been a pleasure getting to know you as a person outside of here. I will never forget the countless hours spent on Minecraft especially. The houses we built on servers, the mods we used, even to playing on Hypixel and the DSGHQ server too... all of it, all so dear to me. Thank you for allowing me to have an outlet to rant about everything.
Also, I would like to point out to everyone that at one point in time Amanda here was the only person who knew my secret. Therefore, I would honestly take all of my frustration out on her sometimes. I had no one else to actually rant to, especially during a Penguin Watch leak - those things sent me! So I appreciate you for understanding me even during any of my "ranting episodes", and there were quite a few of those over the years.
I don't think this friendship will ever just stay connected back to here, or on here. I am almost certain that our friendship will continue to prosper, especially in the real world. I look forward to the memories ahead, and the journey we face together. Thank you for always being there for me, and thank you for being the first person to accept me for who I really am, and thank you for keeping my secret for this long... you're a real one.

so you've been a dude this whole time.....
bro i cant even be mad because i love you as a person. you've always been genuine and a positive influence on the community. Now I think it's good that you finally revealed the truth so we get to know who you really are, Scott, instead of you having to hide behind the fake persona you had for all these years.