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A letter
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28th January 2016, 08:17 PM
Dear my old friend,
I've been thinking about you. I notice you've already changed. You look different, you sound different. You act different. You have seemed to completely change from being the nicest, most supportive person I knew, to being clouded over with sadness, and stress. What happened to you? I ask myself that everyday. Don't you see I miss you? But you won't come out, you won't be the person you used to be. You don't even try. You sit there with a bitter attitude, and you sit there unhappy. Why won't you try to get better? Why won't you let anyone in. I understand that you're damaged, and hurt. But I wish you would go back to how you used to be... I wish I could have stopped this before it happened. I really do. But will you ever be the same. You don't laugh. You cry. You don't smile. You frown. You don't help anyone anymore. You just brush them off. You have went from being a smiley, supportive, happy person, to a sad one. I know the real you is in there, but where? Please come back.
I've been thinking about you. I notice you've already changed. You look different, you sound different. You act different. You have seemed to completely change from being the nicest, most supportive person I knew, to being clouded over with sadness, and stress. What happened to you? I ask myself that everyday. Don't you see I miss you? But you won't come out, you won't be the person you used to be. You don't even try. You sit there with a bitter attitude, and you sit there unhappy. Why won't you try to get better? Why won't you let anyone in. I understand that you're damaged, and hurt. But I wish you would go back to how you used to be... I wish I could have stopped this before it happened. I really do. But will you ever be the same. You don't laugh. You cry. You don't smile. You frown. You don't help anyone anymore. You just brush them off. You have went from being a smiley, supportive, happy person, to a sad one. I know the real you is in there, but where? Please come back.
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Depression
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26th January 2016, 10:41 AM
misty wrote on 26th January 2016 10:05 AM:
it's just a phase tbh
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Update on life
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27th October 2015, 12:10 PM
Uh yeah, Haven t made one of these in forever. So I thought I'd just update you on my life.
I quit gymnastics and became more competitive in Track and Field, uh I started highschool, and it's pretty good so far. A few of my teachers suck but most of them are good. I've kinda changed basically on my outlook on life and people, uh I guess most people tell me I became more bitter and sarcastic, but I mean who cares lol. I've basically dropped off the face of the internet, I really don't go on much anymore, except to shop, sports and academics have basically taken over my life, and in most spare time, I go to parties and hang out with my friends, so I really don't have the time for the internet anymore. I'll come on if I get bored and such. But otherwise my life is just life I guess, I got like 2 or 3 friends I can count on always but otherwise I kinda just keep to myself. There]s not a lot that's new in my life LOL.
I quit gymnastics and became more competitive in Track and Field, uh I started highschool, and it's pretty good so far. A few of my teachers suck but most of them are good. I've kinda changed basically on my outlook on life and people, uh I guess most people tell me I became more bitter and sarcastic, but I mean who cares lol. I've basically dropped off the face of the internet, I really don't go on much anymore, except to shop, sports and academics have basically taken over my life, and in most spare time, I go to parties and hang out with my friends, so I really don't have the time for the internet anymore. I'll come on if I get bored and such. But otherwise my life is just life I guess, I got like 2 or 3 friends I can count on always but otherwise I kinda just keep to myself. There]s not a lot that's new in my life LOL.
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Who am I? -Chex
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10th July 2015, 09:12 PM
Alrighty.
For years I have asked myself who am I? I might not still know who I am but I guess I got a pretty good idea with 14 years on earth.
Who am I? I am the person who likes to push people away when I'm sad instead of pulling people into my issues. Who am I? I am the person who likes to be eccentric but still likes to be mellow and kinda rebelish. Who am I? I am also the person who likes to take care of everyone else instead of myself. Who am I? I am the type of person who would prefer hoodies and leggings over jeans and pretty things. Who am I? I would rather sit at home and eat pizza instead of a huge dinner at restaurants. Who am I? I am independent. I don't like people doing things for me, I like to hate on myself, but then help people who goes through the same things I do. I am the type of person who likes to keep to themselves, and sit alone rather with a big group of people.
I really still don't know who I am exactly, some of yall make me seriously question that.
Some of you have said I've changed into a person who they no longer like. I'm fine with that because I like what I've become and I've done nothing wrong, so please keep your comments to yourself about my new personality, and If you seriously do have a problem with it, please clear it with me before creating new and not needed drama.
;P
For years I have asked myself who am I? I might not still know who I am but I guess I got a pretty good idea with 14 years on earth.
Who am I? I am the person who likes to push people away when I'm sad instead of pulling people into my issues. Who am I? I am the person who likes to be eccentric but still likes to be mellow and kinda rebelish. Who am I? I am also the person who likes to take care of everyone else instead of myself. Who am I? I am the type of person who would prefer hoodies and leggings over jeans and pretty things. Who am I? I would rather sit at home and eat pizza instead of a huge dinner at restaurants. Who am I? I am independent. I don't like people doing things for me, I like to hate on myself, but then help people who goes through the same things I do. I am the type of person who likes to keep to themselves, and sit alone rather with a big group of people.
I really still don't know who I am exactly, some of yall make me seriously question that.
Some of you have said I've changed into a person who they no longer like. I'm fine with that because I like what I've become and I've done nothing wrong, so please keep your comments to yourself about my new personality, and If you seriously do have a problem with it, please clear it with me before creating new and not needed drama.
;P
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Daily Debate #1- Texas
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5th July 2015, 10:17 PM
I think It should stay apart of the US because it un-necessary to make their own nation basically.
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Thank you all! :)
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1st July 2015, 03:56 PM
TheAce wrote on 1st July 2015 03:25 PM:
This is the Ace of the aces. Misleading title. This says "thank you all", but you only thanked certain people. So. Yeah.
Did I not say at the end that I'll miss you ALL? And please don't make snarky and sassy comments on my post thanks.
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Thank you all! :)
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1st July 2015, 03:23 PM
I have been here for a year and 1 month. There are lots of people to thank.
Paul- What can I say you were my number 1 fan, a great boyfriend and we both left on the same day. We have a lot of memories on Oldcp with the tree, and many many more. "Chex don't kill your husband" After the wedding. I will miss you so much. We may never cross paths ever again. But your always in my heart.
Ellie- Ellie your my number one best friend and I love you so much, your my partner in crime, were always together and you can always make me look to the brighter side of things when I am gloomy. I think this is not the end of our era and legacy together, Maybe one day we will have that sleepover, gossiping about boys and eating popcorn. You never know.
Sofie- Sofie is another one of my best friends who I have came to love and regret not being friends with her from day one. This is definitely not the end of us. You, me, and Ellie are SQUAD GOALS.
Tennis- You have helped me through many personal issues and yes we have had our ups and downs, but I have come to forget those. You will always be one of my good friends, AND ANSWER MY SNAPCHATS SOMETIMES!!!
Rob- Eh your actually not that bad in my opinion, your one of my greatest friends. I hope you excel in whatever you may pursue later in life. You'll always have me when you need a friend.
Ghost- GHOSTY!!!! ily ghost!!! Haunted Cereal 4 ever! Keep in touch on Skype and Kik!!!!
Rae- Rae Ilysm, and I hope you excel in college, and have a great life. Keep me good on snapchat and stuff so I can see whats going on. Thanks for helping me with my fashion crisis's.
Loove youuu!
Dobe- DOBE ILYSM AND IM GOING TO MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING BC LIKE I LOVE YOU AND PLS KIK ME MORE BC LIKE I NEED TO HEAR FROM MY DOBEY!!!
Maniac and DSC- My favorite twins!!! I'll miss you guys a lot and I hope we can stay sorta in touch! Remember boys, you hurt fluffy or kricken, I come and hurt you
Concord- I will come to the city and meet you one of these days!!! Ly!
p.s that movie was sad but I loved it. #relationshipgoals
Lastly, Damen, Thank you so much for creating this community and I'll miss you a lot. You have became one of my great friends, and a great friend that has helped me through a lot. Thank you.
This is my last post ever. I love you all so much and I'm going to miss you. If you have any of my contact details well KEEP IN TOUCH!!! NO harm there! Sorry if your not in there but!
Paul- What can I say you were my number 1 fan, a great boyfriend and we both left on the same day. We have a lot of memories on Oldcp with the tree, and many many more. "Chex don't kill your husband" After the wedding. I will miss you so much. We may never cross paths ever again. But your always in my heart.
Ellie- Ellie your my number one best friend and I love you so much, your my partner in crime, were always together and you can always make me look to the brighter side of things when I am gloomy. I think this is not the end of our era and legacy together, Maybe one day we will have that sleepover, gossiping about boys and eating popcorn. You never know.
Sofie- Sofie is another one of my best friends who I have came to love and regret not being friends with her from day one. This is definitely not the end of us. You, me, and Ellie are SQUAD GOALS.
Tennis- You have helped me through many personal issues and yes we have had our ups and downs, but I have come to forget those. You will always be one of my good friends, AND ANSWER MY SNAPCHATS SOMETIMES!!!
Rob- Eh your actually not that bad in my opinion, your one of my greatest friends. I hope you excel in whatever you may pursue later in life. You'll always have me when you need a friend.
Ghost- GHOSTY!!!! ily ghost!!! Haunted Cereal 4 ever! Keep in touch on Skype and Kik!!!!
Rae- Rae Ilysm, and I hope you excel in college, and have a great life. Keep me good on snapchat and stuff so I can see whats going on. Thanks for helping me with my fashion crisis's.
Loove youuu!
Dobe- DOBE ILYSM AND IM GOING TO MISS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING BC LIKE I LOVE YOU AND PLS KIK ME MORE BC LIKE I NEED TO HEAR FROM MY DOBEY!!!
Maniac and DSC- My favorite twins!!! I'll miss you guys a lot and I hope we can stay sorta in touch! Remember boys, you hurt fluffy or kricken, I come and hurt you
Concord- I will come to the city and meet you one of these days!!! Ly!
p.s that movie was sad but I loved it. #relationshipgoals
Lastly, Damen, Thank you so much for creating this community and I'll miss you a lot. You have became one of my great friends, and a great friend that has helped me through a lot. Thank you.
This is my last post ever. I love you all so much and I'm going to miss you. If you have any of my contact details well KEEP IN TOUCH!!! NO harm there! Sorry if your not in there but!
Its the end of a legacy and a era.
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Thanks to all of you
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30th June 2015, 03:48 PM
Oh DSC You were one of the best people to talk to when I was upset and you interacted with the community so well.. I am very sad to see you go Lots of people have left including me and I hope we can stay in touch some how ly!
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Wizards Tryout Information [GOM Team]
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23rd June 2015, 09:13 PM
*smooch* *smooch* I miss you all sm I might show up just to see whats up (ooh special appearance by the creator ) but if not, good luck to everyone!!
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Is it Fizz or Rob?
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23rd June 2015, 11:42 AM
Roberto is actually a great person once you get to know him, and to be honest you are all just saying it's him because you don't like him very much. You don't know Roberto like I do, and he is also in Spain right now for the month and doesn't even have access to the computer to "pose" as Fizz. Roberto loves the DSGHQ Community and wouldn't do such a thing to you guys. You can't simply just pin a title on his head that hes guilty without actual proof that it was him. It wasn't Fizz either because obviously he just posted a mood about it. We don't know who it was. You cant just go assuming that it was Roberto or anyone without evidence. Its not automatically Rob's fault because you don't like him. Also I don't know if things changed since Ive been gone but I am pretty sure Roberto left for Spain on Sunday.
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Resignation
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18th June 2015, 07:02 PM
Dear users of the DSGHQ,
I am resigning my position as oldcp moderator. I am resigning because I am getting simply too old for this community in my opinion, I am starting to get more busy with sports and academics. Also I think that its time for me to leave. The pain has gotten too much.
Ive come to a point in my life when I wanna explore other things, I just don't have the time for this anymore.
I have gotten so much hate lately as some of you know, I think it just got too much to handle.
Otherwise.. I will be on forums sometimes. Goodbye all users. Good luck to all of you in the future..
Miss you all. -Chex
I am resigning my position as oldcp moderator. I am resigning because I am getting simply too old for this community in my opinion, I am starting to get more busy with sports and academics. Also I think that its time for me to leave. The pain has gotten too much.
Ive come to a point in my life when I wanna explore other things, I just don't have the time for this anymore.
I have gotten so much hate lately as some of you know, I think it just got too much to handle.
Otherwise.. I will be on forums sometimes. Goodbye all users. Good luck to all of you in the future..
Miss you all. -Chex
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Trial of Sir Matthew Warlord DSGHQ
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17th June 2015, 03:55 PM
What a bummer. I'll be there.
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what....
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14th June 2015, 08:35 PM
You were banned for making drama comments on moods and discussions. Mostly just causing a lot of drama.
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The Rumors
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13th June 2015, 07:55 PM
Hello Everyone, I would like to announce something publically right here.
There have been really bad rumors about me lately, NO I am not telling you the rumors because they are horrible.
If you do hear a rumor about me, It is not true. Please tell me who told you and what it was.
Also if your the one that is making the rumors about me, please tell me the issue you have with me and stop the rumors.
It doesn't make me feel any better with people spreading horrible rumors about me.
It doesn't make anything better.
Your making it worse.
There have been really bad rumors about me lately, NO I am not telling you the rumors because they are horrible.
If you do hear a rumor about me, It is not true. Please tell me who told you and what it was.
Also if your the one that is making the rumors about me, please tell me the issue you have with me and stop the rumors.
It doesn't make me feel any better with people spreading horrible rumors about me.
It doesn't make anything better.
Your making it worse.
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The "Situation"
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12th June 2015, 04:28 PM
Okay. My key gag is over sooo perfect timing!
I know most of you don't agree with what happened today with the Blackhands and Roberto.
Now, being all mad, and yelling at Roberto isn't going to change anything. Yes, many people will agree that what he did was wrong, but you cant change the past, its over, its done with, Damen I am sure is dealing with this issue.
**My OPINION**
I believe that if you are arguing with him in a really mean way, that he has the right to punish you for being rude to a higher ranking. BUT.. Part of me believes that he doesn't. I realize that he thinks that your being mean but really your trying to get your point across. I also understand that some of you don't want to hear my opinion on the situation but I think I want to clear it up so.
Shrek told the blackhands to kill him, he fought back. It's not like he went on a rampage for no reason.
Most of you are holding a grudge against him about what happened with Rae. I am not saying what he did was good, or wholesome, but you need to forget about what happened and deal with it.
Yes it was wrong that he killed innocents. Yes it was wrong what he did before.
I know most of you don't agree with what happened today with the Blackhands and Roberto.
Now, being all mad, and yelling at Roberto isn't going to change anything. Yes, many people will agree that what he did was wrong, but you cant change the past, its over, its done with, Damen I am sure is dealing with this issue.
**My OPINION**
I believe that if you are arguing with him in a really mean way, that he has the right to punish you for being rude to a higher ranking. BUT.. Part of me believes that he doesn't. I realize that he thinks that your being mean but really your trying to get your point across. I also understand that some of you don't want to hear my opinion on the situation but I think I want to clear it up so.
Shrek told the blackhands to kill him, he fought back. It's not like he went on a rampage for no reason.
Most of you are holding a grudge against him about what happened with Rae. I am not saying what he did was good, or wholesome, but you need to forget about what happened and deal with it.
Yes it was wrong that he killed innocents. Yes it was wrong what he did before.
Your not going to change anything by being hurtful towards him.
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