guys it's obvious, it's me!

Foxehhhhll said on 29th July 2015 09:23 PM:
Alice said on 29th July 2015 09:21 PM:
Guys it's foxehhh Lol



No its not. I swear, I'm not lying

Well you said you liked Lloyd in a pm soooooo

I know i'm probably the last person person any of you want to hear from as now but I urge you to hear me out as I have wrong the sole of the community as well as many of my friends and I owe a rather large apology.

What happened - A week or so ago me and my friend NinjitsuSir discovered the Oasis database leak at Congress.pw and together conspired ways to tap into staff accounts on Oldcp using the information we gathered. We cracked Wheeler's account as well as Roberto's and soon fiddled around with the both of them. I stopped tampering with Wheeler's account as NinjitsuSir requested to use it to move since he had never used a Moderator account before. He said while he was on Wheeler I should use Roberto's account to "go ham" on the users in the Town. I lost control of my better sense of judgment and did so as told. Little did I know that I was just being used for an effort to become a Wise One. NinjitsuSir immediately reported me to Chelsey who took action and I was banished.

Why I did it - During the time of the leak I fell into a deep well of depression and confusion. I became rather two-faced as I become during these times and I looked at the world as a place of sorrow where life is meaningless as everything I love will one-day die and everything I cherish will one-day disappear. I cowardly fell under bad judgement and I listened to someone who I thought was my friend, but in the end turned out to be a lying scum who used my kindness, friendship, and even mentality against me.

The Trial - My account was used against me in trial as that was not me, as I was ip-banned and on vacation at the time. After seeing a recording of the trial and seeing people who I thought were my friends dancing around my dead corpse that really upset me but I now understand that I deserve it as I was a coward behind a mask and the trial proved that to be true.

My actions were unexplainable and unforgivable and I don't expect to be forgiven as I am yet to forgive myself. I just wanted to set things straight as it will lift a heavy burden off my chest. I don't expect to be welcomed back into the community, i'm a idiotic mental coward and I don't deserve to be around good people like the ones flourishing in the community. And for Jacobg, you have been nothing but overly nice to me and I have been a terrible friend to you, I am truly sorry and as you said "I will forgive but never forget." Those words will burn throught my skull for a long long time. Good day to you all, Matty out