It's me Forgs and I just wanna say that I'm really sorry to anyone I've harassed, annoyed or have been rude to. I never realised what I was doing tbh, even after the times I was forgiven I never realised that I was actually hurting other peoples feelings but I'm truly sorry because those words don't mean anything and you are all truly great people. These words aren't fake I swear I mean it a lot.

I really want to join the Community again because I don't have anything else to do but talk to a few friends. I'm rlly bipolar and sad mostly for legit no reason bc I overthink everything too much, and legit just going on oldcp makes me forget about family problems and I somehow find cz fun as hell even tho it's just getting more health or using a sword, i just like watching cz even if I'm not apart of it legit.

Nah give another chance legit its quarantine you cant just leave me 5000x more boredom in my braincells which will make me lose them. Pls tho, I promise I won't be rude again or do any bangah slangah mangah rangah tangah lamgah fangah angah dangah cz or any of that again legit just a normal user. Me and Turq truly know what we've done and legit spoke about how dumb we were in drac chat, sadly I gave it to another drac and left it tho.

Anyway, shoutouts to Lush, Iblue, Sike, Alea, Mance and Eugee cuz legit these pros kept me some company 4 my life problems.

Thank you for reading, it will mean alot if I'm unbanned once more

I'm really sorry you're going through all of this, and I'm happy that you are being honest, and thank you for the strength to open up about these overwhelming emotions. I understand that it can be easy hurting others and putting a defense online to make you forget about the insecurities in your own life, it's definitely a coping mechanism many people use online. However, it's not a good way to deal with the pain and emotions in your life. There are many ways you can reach out and get the proper support you need if you feel like you can't control your emotions. I'm not trying to force you to try and talk to your friends about the problems in your life but it would really help if you become a little more open with how you felt instead of trying to hurt others. Your friends will always be there for you and you'd be surprised how helpful it is when you open up to them because at the end of the day, all they wanna do is try and support you in a way that you'd be comfortable with.

I'm also in no place to tell you whether to get emotional support from a professional or not because at the end of the day that's your choice and that's something personal to you. But if you would like any support or resources to get professional emotional support online (since quarantine) let me know and I'll try helping you out! Or if you feel like the emotions are too overwhelming for you to handle, try talking to an adult. Whether it's a family member, a teacher, or a neighbor; I suggest trying to get support from family and friends outside of the community and irl as well. I know there are also people in this community that can also relate to you when it comes to your personal emotions, so try to reach out to them as well. After all, the community's main goal is to try and create a safe space where you can open up about these things.

I'll talk to the other forums mods about your unban on the forums, and I'm sorry again you've been feeling this way. I hope all can be better and you can find different ways to get support for your mental health!

I forgive you, thank you for apologizing sincerely. I'm always here if you need someone to vent to.

mid tier appeal, you're missing the gender reveal and irl video 4/10

Cristal412 wrote on 11th May 2020, 02:18 AM:

I'm really sorry you're going through all of this, and I'm happy that you are being honest, and thank you for the strength to open up about these overwhelming emotions. I understand that it can be easy hurting others and putting a defense online to make you forget about the insecurities in your own life, it's definitely a coping mechanism many people use online. However, it's not a good way to deal with the pain and emotions in your life. There are many ways you can reach out and get the proper support you need if you feel like you can't control your emotions. I'm not trying to force you to try and talk to your friends about the problems in your life but it would really help if you become a little more open with how you felt instead of trying to hurt others. Your friends will always be there for you and you'd be surprised how helpful it is when you open up to them because at the end of the day, all they wanna do is try and support you in a way that you'd be comfortable with.
I'm also in no place to tell you whether to get emotional support from a professional or not because at the end of the day that's your choice and that's something personal to you. But if you would like any support or resources to get professional emotional support online (since quarantine) let me know and I'll try helping you out! Or if you feel like the emotions are too overwhelming for you to handle, try talking to an adult. Whether it's a family member, a teacher, or a neighbor; I suggest trying to get support from family and friends outside of the community and irl as well. I know there are also people in this community that can also relate to you when it comes to your personal emotions, so try to reach out to them as well. After all, the community's main goal is to try and create a safe space where you can open up about these things.
I'll talk to the other forums mods about your unban on the forums, and I'm sorry again you've been feeling this way. I hope all can be better and you can find different ways to get support for your mental health!

Thank you so much, means a lot ngl. I talk to my mum sometimes but mostly to one of my friends. The main reasons I get sad is because I live in a 3rd world country, out of nowhere from England to a whole new place (Qatar) and I just don't like it here. I also hate it more because of the school I go to, I don't get bullied there but everyone is just so much more different and the hardest thing to do is make friends. I also have a lot of family problems, my mum got divorced to my dad and got married to someone else and I hated that at the start but things got better bc I'd argue with my step dad a lot but now we're on good terms and I hope it stays like that, but I also have my dad on the other side wanting me to come live with him when I never feel comfortable around him or my step brothers it's all just super complicated but whatever because I'm growing up and soon when I go to uni live myself and hope I won't have any stress at all but nah fr thank you, one day I will feel better for sure

Chelsey wrote on 11th May 2020, 02:29 AM:

I forgive you, thank you for apologizing sincerely. I'm always here if you need someone to vent to.

Ty.

mosdatinren wrote on 11th May 2020, 03:11 AM:

Thank you so much, means a lot ngl. I talk to my mum sometimes but mostly to one of my friends. The main reasons I get sad is because I live in a 3rd world country, out of nowhere from England to a whole new place (Qatar) and I just don't like it here. I also hate it more because of the school I go to, I don't get bullied there but everyone is just so much more different and the hardest thing to do is make friends. I also have a lot of family problems, my mum got divorced to my dad and got married to someone else and I hated that at the start but things got better bc I'd argue with my step dad a lot but now we're on good terms and I hope it stays like that, but I also have my dad on the other side wanting me to come live with him when I never feel comfortable around him or my step brothers it's all just super complicated but whatever because I'm growing up and soon when I go to uni live myself and hope I won't have any stress at all but nah fr thank you, one day I will feel better for sure.

Yeah, divorce can be so complicated I literally never try to even bother explaining my family dynamic because it's just too draining to even bring up. I know it's a huge culture shock when you move from a first world country to a third world country, but hopefully, as time goes by you'll be able to adapt more to the culture and make friends once you get more used to it. I know family can be a hard topic to deal with but as time goes on things will hopefully get better. It's good that you talk to your friend about these issues; hopefully having a good support system/friend group will help you handle things with school and family! If you ever need anything u can always message me too.

Glad you are back here bro