hey, it's been a while since i've tried appealing again and i believe that i've changed. i've been working on myself a lot as of lately, my mental health has been improving a lot and overall i have a better and more positive attitude towards what i do online and in person. i'm thankful that everyone reading this is taking time out of their day to listen to what i have to say and at least acknowledge me, i appreciate it and it means a lot to me. i joined this community when i was 11 years old, i applied for moderator and got it shortly after i finished my time as a helper. i've hurt a lot of people in this community and i know that it wasn't right of me to do that, i'm not going to use what i was going through at the time as an excuse, it has truly been my biggest regret and i've hated myself for everything i've done to hurt people. i formally own up to my mistakes, i know that what i did was wrong and i shouldn't of done it in the first place. i harassed and bullied people in 2017 and 2018, i was a monster and i could see why everyone didn't want to associate with my past self. i made inappropriate usernames on oldcp back in january or february which resulted in me being put on bos. a lot of my time this past year has been spent on self-reflection and re-building myself into a more positive person. i've also made new friends along the way, resulting in me feeling better about myself. in february, i experienced heartbreak and i still blame myself for it, i know i took it out on others and it was wrong and unhealthy for me to do that. i apologize for my actions, i understand how wrong they were and i was ultimately influenced by my negative emotions at the time. i let them get the best of me, the only person i have to blame is myself for not caring at the time and inciting chaos. i wasn't being the best version of myself, and instead of taking it out on others i should've took time away from social media to work on myself before i would hurt anyone. i apologize to everyone in the dsghq who feel hurt by me or my presence, all your opinions are valid about me and i have no right to tell you what to think about me. i wish for people to know that i'm a more matured person now, i've truly grown and i feel remorseful every time i come around. i'm not here to cause issues or anything, i just want to fix my mistakes and make my wrongs into a right and rebuild friendships that i messed up these past few years. again, i apologize to each and every one of you who i've hurt and i just want you to know that i'm willing to be your friend and resolve tension between us. i wish to become friends and stay here for good. i hope that all of you take my apology seriously and acknowledge that i genuinely want to come back and make a change. thank you for taking your time to read this, i appreciate it.

I hope we can rebuild our friendship again and both be in a more positive outcome with our futures. Hope to see you stick around !

so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:

so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.

Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:41 AM:

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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:
so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.

ok but were they bos each time or what

elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:43 AM:

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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:
so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.
ok but were they bos each time or what

they were.

Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:44 AM:

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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:43 AM:
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Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:41 AM:
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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:
so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.
ok but were they bos each time or what
they were.

exactly

elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:44 AM:

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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:
so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.
ok but were they bos each time or what
they were.
exactly

wdym by 'exactly'? they were bos each time they apologized, hell, they havent been on bos since january. this is a ban appeal.

Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:46 AM:

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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:44 AM:
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Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:41 AM:
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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:
so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.
ok but were they bos each time or what
they were.
exactly
wdym by 'exactly'? they were bos each time they apologized, hell, they havent been on bos since january. this is a ban appeal.

they only apologized to be unbos, if u find me an apology by them when they weren't bos and wasn't just making it to play, then ill shut up, otherwise i believe they wouldnt lift a finger to type "sorry".

elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:47 AM:

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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:43 AM:
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Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:41 AM:
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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:
so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.
ok but were they bos each time or what
they were.
exactly
wdym by 'exactly'? they were bos each time they apologized, hell, they havent been on bos since january. this is a ban appeal.
they only apologized to be unbos, if u find me an apology by them when they weren't bos and wasn't just making it to play, then ill shut up, otherwise i believe they wouldnt lift a finger to type "sorry".

how do you know what they'd do? you aren't them. it doesn't take being bos to be able to make an apology. this is just a ban appeal. and if you actually read the post, which i dont think you did, you'd see they apologized to everyone for what they've done to hurt people in the past or whats gone on in the past. forgiveness is a community value. we forgive people when they're sorry. its quite obvious they're sorry. and they didn't just type sorry, they wrote a whole paragraph detailing what they've done and what they'll do to become better.

Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:51 AM:

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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:43 AM:
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Zendaya2408 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:41 AM:
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elfboy123 wrote on 23rd September 2020, 11:08 AM:
so u only realized and tried to fix the things u did wrong after the consequences? would u make this if u weren’t bos

i dont mean to be rude but they've tried apologizing multiple times. not just this once. i can link you to them if you want.
ok but were they bos each time or what
they were.
exactly
wdym by 'exactly'? they were bos each time they apologized, hell, they havent been on bos since january. this is a ban appeal.
they only apologized to be unbos, if u find me an apology by them when they weren't bos and wasn't just making it to play, then ill shut up, otherwise i believe they wouldnt lift a finger to type "sorry".
how do you know what they'd do? you aren't them. it doesn't take being bos to be able to make an apology. this is just a ban appeal. and if you actually read the post, which i dont think you did, you'd see they apologized to everyone for what they've done to hurt people in the past or whats gone on in the past. forgiveness is a community value. we forgive people when they're sorry. its quite obvious they're sorry. and they didn't just type sorry, they wrote a whole paragraph detailing what they've done and what they'll do to become better.

i read the post, im just wondering why every apology was included in a ban appeal and not a separate post, it just makes me seem like they are apologizing to get unbanned.

Thanks for your ban appeal, if damen or other admins see it they will discuss whether or not you deserve to be unbos.