i dont know what to put as the title.

um anyways,

its already may.. i think the last time i showed up here was in January. a lot of things happened since then.

i discovered that im pansexual
i made 3 bestfriends. they're pretty swag.
i met my soulmate. she came in january but i feel like i've known her for years.
my friend group discovered a way we can cope with our problems together. we now sprint down random streets at night for hours. its theraputic
i've started multiple unhealthy habits
i've become vegetarian but since then had passed out multiple times
i got my covid vaccine (phizer)
i lie to my parents more now so i can go out
i discovered i want to learn how to ride a skateboard, it seems so fun
people think im a h-
i met almost all the teens in an entire district in Pennsylvania

anyways i miss talking to people from dsghq so u can follow my insta : rachelemccue and dm me
i was gonna put my spam because i use that more but it has a cuss word in it

this didn't age well...

it's november 23, thursday is thanksgiving. a lot of things happened since I've written this post, so..

i am not pansexual, i'm bisexual
i have no bestfriends, they all manipulated me and used me
my "soulmate" that i was talking about here, she was a false twin flame (go look that up)
i dont run down the streets of cairo anymore
i'm trying so hard to quit these habits and stay clean
i'm still a vegetarian
my relationship with my parents has improved because i don't lie to them anymore
i learned the basics of skateboarding
people don't like me anymore because of rumours going around
im graduating high school in june
planning to take a gap year in the middle east to travel
currently having a spiritual crisis, send help.

might decide to stay a while until the end of winter break. i grew up with this community i don't ever see myself completely abandoning it.