Hey everyone

As a prolly a bunch of you know by now recently I have been sending pictures to people "claiming" that it was me but in reality it was not. This post is not to excuse my actions but just to give my side of the story and to inform you all how there is more to the story then just me "catfishing". This all started around 3ish weeks ago, originally I had never ever catfished as someone else I used to send my picture to everyone who wanted to face reveal and sometimes gave my snap as well. But after I became friends with Zelda that's when things got out of hand. Zelda and I had decided to do a face reveal and I had told him to go first and he decided to send a picture of this dude and I dunno I just knew it wasn't him because I was pretty sure I had seen that dude on tik tok before. So I decided to catfish him back just as a "prank" to get him back for catfishing me but I never knew he was actually going to think it was me. After that I had stopped being friends with Zelda due to some things that I can't even say on here that's how disgusting it is but anyway I had then figured out that Zelda had screenshotted that fake picture thinking it was me and sent it to LOTS of people. I actually got super stressed about this because during that time that's when the Courtney and Sadie things were going on and I saw how upset people were getting and I didn't want that to happen to me. So from then on I decided to play the part and if someone had asked me for a face reveal I would send that picture to be consistent with my original picture. To explain this whole situation was just a snowball effect of lies that started off as a "prank" to get Zelda back but as you can tell it's not longer a joke. I know I had a laugh about it last night but honestly I realized that there was people that I had considered friends that genuinely thought it was me and I feel awful for that and I'm asking for their forgiveness. From this point on I will no longer be doing face reveals, but instead just vcing for my safety.

While I have your attention I would also like to apologize to the ENTIRE community for my behavior on oldcp. Recently, I was giving the opportunity to be game host which is a rank I had always wanted to have on oldcp because I love to hang out with everyone but with game host I had the ability to not only just hang out but play some fun games with everyone, but shortly after that day I was demoted and for a good reason. Which really made me sad and angry with myself because there is nobody else I can blame for getting demoted in such a quick time. What's even more sad is I promised Sled I would be on my best behavior so that I wouldn't embarrass her after she pushed for me to have the position, but I did. And honestly its gross, straight up. I need to fix my reputation and stop wasting peoples energy and time for my amusement because even though it's funny at the moment the only one it ends up harming in the long run is myself.

Here are some people I would like to apologize to and thank

Seld- Thank you for being the only one who has ever believed in giving me a role in responsibility I actually enjoyed in this game. I'm sorry for letting you down and making you look stupid for trusting me with that role.

Harry- I'd like to thank you for all the advice you have given me regarding the people I decide to involve myself with. I'd like to apologize to you for leaving our friendship on bad terms because I did not agree to some advice you were giving to me. Chances are if I had just listened I wouldn't be in this situation right now.

Rouge- Thanks for making sure I don't get into trouble on oldcp, and I'm sorry that you always have to keep an eye on me in order for me to do the right things when I should be doing the right thing even when no one is watching.

Ariana- I'd honestly just like to thank you for being the most amazing friend I could ever ask for. No matter what I do and what happens you always are there for me which I honestly really appreciate. And I know you always have my best intentions in mind.

To all the people that that photo got sent to or the people that I sent the photo to I'm sorry

I know some of you might now be skeptical about my gender now but I still do VC often and there are people who I have had on snap some being Lyss,Randy,Sid and more who can tell you I am.

I am 15 and female but that is not what I look like

I hope you all understand and please feel free to give me opinions and advice below

Typically, I would be mad. But the same people who are coming at you for saying it because you're white are ALSO white and ALSO say it on a regular basis. Therefore they're making it hard for me to be mad at you because I'm not going to join the bandwagon of the I hate Dice train because we all make mistakes. Once is a mistake twice is on purpose, don't do it again and you're forgiven.