It's been 2 years. 2 crazy years. God has so much happened, the community has grown, Damen changed the DSGHQ so much, and I loved being there to see that.

I've been trying to write this message for about a month. It's been so long since I started this, So I'll go off what I wanted to say.

I'm a nobody. I don't exist. I try, I really do, but over and over I find myself alone with no one to talk to, no one that cares. It's pretty sad, honestly. No more than 10 people in this community truly know who I am, or even care that I exist. You might have heard this all before. The sad sob story of a kid on the community that no one pays attention to, the kid crying for attention, If you've been on the forums for at least a year, or maybe even 6 months you would know how the story goes. The kid comes back after a week or so, never leaves again. That's not me.

My little sob story is actually true. Unlike those people, I actually have no one to talk to. I try, but over and over I get nothing. I'm starting to wonder why I even bothered staying.

Once upon a time, I had friends. The DSGHQ was life, and it was all I cared about, when I was 14. Two years pass and I'm 16, tired of the community. It's grown into a home for kids, which there is no problem with, but I just don't mix with them. I've gotten to a point where I want to grow up and leave the childish things pulling me down. And here I am, talking to you now.

Ranks are near impossible for me at this point. No one my age is willing to talk to me, and I just don't mix with 3/4th of the community. These are reasons alone.

2 god damn years. Can't believe I made it this far. I stepped into the DSGHQ looking to be the next big thing, the all around loved moderator that wanted to change everything. It started with a large snowball rolling down a hill, but instead of growing in size, the snow ball melted. It lost it's snow, and at the end of the hill it was nothing but a puddle.

I'm leaving for good. I will not return, my intentions are not there. Like most abandoned accounts, I would like mine to stay active for people to see the "legend" I tried and wanted to be. This is the last post I will be making, and I tried to make it the most sincere and most open hearted as any of my other posts.

I won't be missed, let alone remembered. I will leave no legacy, nothing for others to go by. I meant nothing and will continue to mean nothing as the community grows and evolves. I'll just be another dead account.


Until the sun sets on a day without the DSGHQ, I'll support it, but never again be a member of it.

Until next time...

See you space cowboy...