I was debating whether or not to go through with this post or not, but here I am, clearly.

I joined OldCP as this little 9 year old girl who just wanted the full Club Penguin experience without having to pay any money. Little did I know I would find myself involved in the community a DECADE later. I had been through tons of ups and downs within my 10 years here and I guess the closing of the community is the right occasion to tell you the experience I had.

You wouldn’t remember me as a popular moderator or a significant CrimeZone character. Everyone knew me by my alias “Narcissa”. Or as Damen would pronounce it: “Narkissa”. I was most known for being one of the few Draconian girls. I was first introduced to 'evil CZ' by SG while Dracs were still known as siths. As time went on, I created bonds with a lot of the other so-called 'evil' users. One of my favorite friendships that came out of that was with SG. The Drac Era is probably the only era I’ll get into. I was super active between the years 2017 and 2020.

The Drac Era was my downfall. Yes, I was involved in the lore of OldCP, but I made decisions that led to me learning big lessons. I wish I wasn't so eager to satisfy people. One scenario ended up with me losing a lot of my friends because I decided to listen to a certain someone and cuss all of them out. I felt awful afterwards and even though they (probably, I hope) forgave me, I felt guilty weeks after it happened. But it made me value my friends more.

I don't remember why I came across DSGHQ but I don't regret it. Back then I felt so involved and because of all the friendships I made, I felt heard when I needed to come to these people for advice with my life problems. Now it just makes me feel nostalgic. I grew up with this community. Every interaction I had has an impact on me, whether it's good or bad. Yes, the community was toxic, but it didn't really matter because I considered this community my second family. This community will always play a significant part in my life as I learned so many lessons that I will apply into my everyday life. One thing that I learned was confidence. If you put StoryB, Narcissa and myself side by side, they would be three completely different people. I'm glad you guys gave me a chance to grow and I can't imagine how my life would be if I never stumbled upon DSGHQ.

Now I'm off to the IDF, a new chapter in my life as this one closes. Thank you for raising me and an unforgettable childhood. And a special thank you to Damen for making all of this a possibility.

Love your favorite Israeli,

Rachel / Narcissa


[ a classic hebrew ending. nigmar = finished ]

my plot :')

drac era. amen. shoutout to the crew

i would love to voice act ))

i was wondering when we were getting an apology , smh.

lmao

nobody should've abused their powers but we most of us did at some point. its all good

oh you were cool

before i post my signing off message, i wanted to ask everyone to send any pictures or videos you have from your time here. i've been told i've had quite the talent for montages & i wanted to give to the community before we all go. also if it's all good with @Damen, i'll only release it on the day of the livestream & it can be watched on there.

you can send all media in the comments but if you're having trouble, you can always send it on discord: elyse#9502

pictures, videos, & links are all accepted : )

edit: i'm just now seeing peoples comments under damen's post. oops. but still send over anything you have

number three is screaming 2020

seems like everything is changing. decision is respected and seems like the right decision for now. this place held so many memories and taught me so many lessons. joined when i was 9 years old. i'm now off to the IDF. oh how time flies when you're having fun.

i love you guys :’)

dsghq has been going for way over a decade. its no surprise that its dying. honestly, i'd love to contribute, but the community & each game needs major updates before anything can be put into action. but like Dan said, everything has an ending.

Zendaya2408 wrote on 22nd May 2023, 11:06 AM:

NO CAUSE WHY DO WE LOOK IDENTICAL IN THE 2ND PICTURE
ignore my sister but that's insane

stop ittt!!! you were so adorable omg! i see resemblance in the last picture, not the second

that pullout disney couch is so real

LightningLark wrote on 21st May 2023, 07:43 PM:

I just died again this is not very beginner friendly. I have 9 gold incase anybody is interested in being a bodyguard

if we ever learned anything from oldcp, is that these games are never beginner friendly

wizle wrote on 5th May 2023, 11:03 PM:

the last ever dsghq video, god bless my homies who made the DRACS so fun to be in.
Shout out to Orbay, Mirrikh, Flame, and especially Alatar.

only disliking cuz there were girls in dracs too. smh