Trainz wrote on 30th December 2019, 01:58 AM:

That “2019 guy” video was a music video made by twitch.tv/moistcr1tikal

I AM LITERALLY GOING TO KILL U ONE DAY

hi i literally do not play this game anymore so im doing this for the likes im gonna keep it 100% with u guys

umm i quit this game and made an official quitting post in like july even tho i left in like april but thats not the point! i come on forums sometimes to be annoying and disrupt this community so yass lets start

i think 2019 had a lot of growth for me, i lost a lot of people but i gained some new people to trust. new people who care about me. i still have some of the same people in my life since the start of 2019, and im really grateful for that. i really don't know what i would do without the people from my past, present, and future. you will notice in pretty much all of these i mentioned "we haven't talked in awhile" or something like that because i literally abandoned discord all summer. anyway thats kind of sappy so lets start!

alyssa ; i love u and i have missed u so much. i stalk ur instagram 24/7 bc ur spam and main posts r so cute. we stopped talking for a little and now i have you back in my life. you have one of the biggest hearts, who deserves no pain. you always will be one of my best friends. i have so many memories with you, you brought out a new side of me. a side i am thankful to have. i owe you a lot. you changed me for the good.

matthew ; I HATE U! jk. ur birthday was 2 days ago which is cool. honestly i was annoyed before i actually had a conversation with u. i can be quick to judge and i truly judged too quickly when it came to u. but even then, you have changed my life for the better. whenever we talk u bring a smile to my face. thank u e-boy (leak insta maybe?)

whiskylemon/bob ; u told me u would only llike this post if there was no cringe. idk how well this will go but lets try. you make me laugh on really bad days. i don't know whenever you are just like there, you have like a presence that can make a person so happy. even tho u and matthew scare me when u guys do gamer stuff and that 2019 guy video in the gc, i'm glad i met you this year. you have really made me a happier person. (ps. smokey is my fav cat even tho i appreciate all the cats on ur insta)

flame ; you have also been a bright figure in my life. honestly kind of weird to say, but like a extra goofy father figure. so i guess a big brother in a way. you are honestly so encouraging and have such a positive attitude. you always try to make everyone so happy, you deserve so much.

randy ; tbh, before u came back into my life a few days ago i found myself looking at insta messages with u. (remember when my irl wanted to be ur friend) despite the fact i can seem quite annoyed with you, i never truly am. (even when u said u would box me and my irls) you just, you just have made such an impact on my life. i really don't know what i would do without you randal.

nate ; sometimes u scare me to death but that is not the point. i remember u and flame would fight all the time. honestly, it was so funny to me. you are a funny person even tho i can be quite sassy sometimes. (i am not intimidating i know that!) but still, even tho u made fun of me a ton for being a middle school student, you really make me smile and laugh.

iblue ; i've talked to u a few times before but recently i have gotten to know you better. you have an amazing personality. (i am waiting on sim giftcards) despite the fact u insulted ariana grande multiple times WHICH I MIGHT ADD SHE BROKE A RECORD FOR FEMALE ARTISTS JUST A FEW DAYS AGO- you are a new addition to the gc, but honestly it feels like you've been there forever.

sethie ; we never talk much anymore, but i just wanted to say ur so cute and i luv and cherish u sm. you deserve sm, whenever we talked u gave me a glowly feeling inside, like i could just burst with joy.

zpheal ; we never really talk much, but from what i have seen of you in the gc, you have a great personality. i really hope we can become friends this year. i would really like to get to know you!

brit/brit-knee ; you're hilarious. even tho half the time ur hitting me with a cuss word, you just play it off in a playful way. you just are so fun to be around. i luv u brit-knee i promise, please don't think otherwise

rhea/sugar ; im not as close to u guys as i used to be, but i really need to say something for u guys. u both have given me so many moments to shine. to lead people, to learn new things. i truly would not be there i am today, if it wasn't for your guidance. i love u both, and miss u.

leila/gurlplay(larissa)/summer/victoria/jade101/perla/raven/kat/pic/rila/rachel ; these girls have had such an impact in my life, and the fact i never really talk to them anymore hurts a lot. but i can't even begin to thank them for everything they have done for me. they opened a new perspective in my life, that i should not be afraid of who i am. im truly, not afraid of who i am now. im happy with what i have become.

kyle/terry ; all i really have to say is never stop being best friends. you guys have a bond that can never be broken.

joseph/sadie/swirlie ; when i was pwc and mod, you guys guided me and helped me. (even tho i never rly asked questions cus i get anxious) you have also shaped me to be a good person.

layla ; im not really sure what happened between us, or why we actually stopped talking. tbh im not sure u will ever read this but i still have to thank you. you were one of the first people i ever met. you were a great impact and i still love and care for you, despite the fact we stopped being friends.

to my past, present, and future ; what a long way we have come. what a long way we still have to go. whether we were or weren't friends, i hope we can become friends again, or simply become friends!

a note to myself ; holy hell u are STUPID. but thats ok cus thats what makes u, u! i've done a lot of things that im not proud of, and some that i am. but i hope that i wont be as much as a screwup as i was in the 2010s. cus that was a TIME. (i was an edater at a point see what that tells u, A WHOLE MESS.)

a quick lil closure
overall, i think my 2019 was pretty good. das all. heres my discord cus i cleared my list. goodnight or good morning (stream audrey mika, ariana grande, prettymuch, and i guess whatever music u like. YASSS) also bob i tried my best to not make this cringey, if it is im begging u PLS LIKE IT

mari#1557 (maybe if ur nice i'll give u the insta) also maybe make me oldcp princess

hey u forgot jade101 u dated her too

ok hey hi how r u all TODAY
i just realized i never actually said goodbye to u guys
and uhh its been like... a few months or so.
so i should probably at least say bye even tho it has been a little late.

incase u don't know me cus im kinda irrelevant i'm mari or MNM21 or some mod/pwc from like 2018-2019 whateva. i played this game for like 4 years and honestly have had the best time but when u gotta go u GOTTA GO
i don't really wanna play this game anymore incase u couldn't tell since i resigned (thx rhea u a real one)
but i should update u on some things
well for starters i have a bf named brandon i love him very much
mallory if u still have a forums im waiting to play mount everest with u
sugar and cristal i am heading to canada in august hit me up on that
my bf found the playlist i made for him and it was kinda a flop but he said its cute so its all good
im not gonna use discord anymore so if u have my ig/snap talk to me on there thx

ok so like i should prolly get to the final remarks
mega thanks to everyone who shaped me into the person i am today u all have a special place in my heart
ok bye see u in another life or whateva
also stream prettymuch, sabrina carpenter, mxmtoon, and peppas pigs new album!
ok bye fr this time thx

Sleddy wrote on 17th March 2019, 09:51 PM:

Mari wrote on 17th March 2019, 09:05 PM:
yes u know it... also would like mod on account MNM21... thx...
Ugh QUEEN hello

omg hi other queen

yes u know it... also would like mod on account MNM21... thx...

EbonJaeger wrote on 11th March 2019, 09:58 PM:

So what does all this mean?

theory 1 is supposed to mean that maybe jim is out for damen who is actually sherlock120

theory 2 is supposed to mean that sherlock will most likely die while falling off a cliff, or being murdered in other terms if this is following the storyline of the final problem.

HEY! Just so you know alyssa left the police office in our little direct messages so today deputy mari is in town.

Let's get right down to business.

THEORY #1
This one might be more confusing then the 2nd however here it goes. You see here before today Damen's username was Sherlock120. Now after all of this, Jim stuff his username randomly changed. Perhaps I am crazy but what if damen is sherlock? Jim could be an arch rival yes, like damen said in his Micheal Jackson post. (zeypher or smth like that!) Wiki says themselves that Jim Moritary is the mastermind of crime. He is meant to kill Sherlock.

THEORY #2
I do not know if any of you cool dudes noticed but... Jim Moritary as a picture in his profile. https://forums.damenspike.com/profile/9707 This picture... after a quick google search I need to tell you something. This picture is not like any other. This is a picture of Reichenbach Falls. Now, what does this have to do with anything? Sherlock. Sherlock says it all. This, right here is from Sherlock. This is how Sherlock died. He died from being pushed off a cliff. This is called "The Final Problem." Therefore, I believe this may not be 100% true however this may be the story of how Sherlock and Moritary, are set off into the "final problem" and where our good old man Sherlock will die. OH YEA AND NOT TO MENTION HE COMMENTED ON SRIRAM'S MOOD "I OWE YOU A FALL."

Thank you and goodbye. Also black jellybeans r the worst flavor.

just wanna say i love you with all my heart waddly

Not gonna lie I just learned about odes today and I probably did it wrong because I don't know much about them yet. I decided to post them anyway because I'm still learning. In case you don't know what an ode is and you are too lazy to look up the definition it's basically just a lyric poem.

Ode #1
Ode to Sadness

Sad
sadness is a feeling
a feeling everyone has
It is different for everyone
Though.

Sadness can mean lots of things
A sadness of a loss
A dream, hope, friend, anything
Sadness is blue
Like a wave washing over you.

I used to not understand why people felt sad.
A feeling of crying, wanting to be held, the
Light being gone
Feeling hopeless
Gloom is there.

Then a light.
It shines through.
A warm light.
Happiness.
Then I know it will be alright
Sadness is not just about
Feeling upset
It leads you to a light
A tunnel
A tunnel to happiness
I think I understand now.

Ode #2
Ode to the Sky
Above is the wind
Twirling like a dancer
Chilly
From up above
The sky has given me this
A shiver
However the sky
Has been there for me
The sky has shined for me
Now it is cold to me,

I then see the
Sun
Making its way to rise

The sky
Reminds me of
Happiness.

Ode #3
Ode to My Crush

I do not know if you can tell how I feel
my stomach goes up in butterflies
a girl you like
a girl who is not me
you gave her a teddy bear
and she gave it away.

I would not do that.
I care
I wish you understood,
you make me feel light
light on my feet
and you make me shine
you make me laugh
when we talk.

I want to confess
but I know you do
not feel the same
you gave her a teddy bear
and she gave it away.

I may let go of this crush,
now or
then
but for now
I love you.

i love u and i wanna talk more
p.s who did ur pfp cus woah ur pfp and background...

JUST TO CLARIFY I DID NOT KNOW WHERE U WENT IN JAILBREAK!!
i love u

All I know is I got killed within 10 minutes of playing omg

omg I am giggling I love u. (p.s my drawing looks great doesn't it)

Umm hi

A lot of 2018 was me being smart and me being a stupid idiot, however I have people to thank through it all.

Kee - Thunder lightning bam! You have been a huge impact for me. You made me feel happy all the time and taught me really what it does mean to live a little. You got me out of my shell and I am so proud to call you my best friend. I hope our friendship NEVER changes be-ef-eff.

Flame - HI! Ur still g. Anyway, defeating you in our little trial thing with the GC was so fun. You are honestly hilarious and one of the closet guy friends i have ever had.

Gamer - HI DAD! Honestly, I hope we get closer in 2019, knowing you has been super fun and cool.

Isa - LOOOL OMG. You are honestly soo funny. Teehee yoongi- omg. We have had so many fun memories and I really wanna make more bestie!

Lush - Hi aunt Cristal- Anyway, You are honestly amazing to be around. You may get upset sometimes, but you know what you are such a ball of sunshine. I appericate you with my whole heart.

Lyss - HI BABY LOOL Our friendship is so great, you are like my older sister honestly. You have taught me so many things and our jokes are hilariOUS.

Rachel - Omg. You are like the funniest and craziest person ever. That's all that rlly needs to be said, but i love u.

Rhea - Another huge influence on my life. You are like my mOTHER. I can't wait for you to go to college and bloom into your full self. You have taught me many things. I adore you with all my heart.

Sugarette - Omg hayy. You are like my gossip sista. I have known you forever, and honestly you are so great. I love u with my full heart.

Swirlie - Hello there. Remember when you wrote that public service announcement on me? You are so funny sista. Thanks for the great secret santa gift btw hehe.

Pic - COUNTRY ROADS TAKE ME HOMEEEEE! Honestly I love you so much all that rlly needs to be said.

Brit - U lil dummy. Teehee I love you bff. You are so funny and you make me smile.

Rila - The sweetest person ever. You taught me to be a kinder person and I thank you so much for that.

Perla - HI QT! I hope you get into the best college ever. You are like a mother to me (along with rhea teehee) and you taught me so many things, including patience and getting better at listening to others before I do things.

Summer - I am so glad you are back! I missed you and I hope to talk on discord a bunch.

Kyle - HI THERE SON! Honestly you're so funny. You and Terry are the coolest people ever.

Terry - HI THERE OTHER SON! You are honestly one of the kindest people ever, thanks for being chill and nice to me.

Kat - Hi sista, we haven't talked a bunch recently, but I miss you a lot and I wanna talk more. Love u

Joseph - Thanks for being there when I needed help, I really wanna become better friends with you!

Leila - Hi daughter! You have grown so much and i love u. hehe

Sadie - I really adore you for taking a chance on me, and making me a PWC. Without you, none of these opportunities would have came to be and I really appreciate it.

Lex - Just wanna say I love u

Hey, I'm sorry if I have wronged you in 2018, I apologize for all of it.

I didn't do everyone who impacted my life in 2018, but thank you so much for being on this journey with me.

If we weren't friends at all, I really hope we are in 2019.

See you next year


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