i have no social medias like discord or anything anymore so i would like to apologise to everyone here,
after i got exposed, i sort of just left this community and now i realise that's wrong and some of you deserve an explanation and an apology. ever since i left, i've been wracked with guilt for what i've done to some of the users in this community. i know most of you know what i've done, but for those who don't i'd like to explain.

i catfished people for numerous years, lied about my identity and manipulated some of my close friends. i feel awful about what i did and i feel that no one deserves to be lied to like that. i spent years putting on a facade and lied to all of you and for that i'm truly sorry. i know some actions can't be forgiven and this may be one of them, but i would like to express my apologies anyways. no one has to forgive me i would just like to come on here and voice how i feel. i know i have hurt many people and i'm hoping those people can at least receive some closure.

teig - honestly, our friendship was kinda toxic and that's mostly because of me. i'm so sorry for everything i did to you. even though i was horrible to you and tried to manipulate you, you stuck with me and i really took you for granted. i can not apologise enough for what i did to you and i am so sorry.

brit - you were one of the only people who truly cared about me. you were by my side throughout all of this and i'm sorry you had to find out what kind of a person i was.

harry - i know you trusted me a lot and i took that trust for granted and i'm so sorry. i honestly could not apologise more.

arona - you were also one of the people who stuck by me for a lot of things and i am so sorry for misusing your trust in me.

fruitz - you were one of my closest friends and i am so sorry for lying to you about everything. you were one of the people who was genuinely there for me and never hurt me. i deeply apologise for everything that i did to you. you didn't deserve any of it

i think i'm missing a lot of people out but it has been 2 years since i left this community. i'm sorry to everyone and i know a lot of you trusted me and i misplaced that trust and i apologise from the bottom of my heart.