I get laughed at,
I get ignored,
I often feel trapped,
and keep my thoughts stored.
People can be cruel and very mean,
but no matter what,
I follow my dreams

Life has waves,
I know that.
But I stand brave,
and just take the crap.
I may feel exhausted and totally creamed,
but no matter what,
I follow my dreams.

I know what I want,
and I won't stop trying.
Quitting? I can't,
for now I'm flying.
It's impossible, it seems,
but no matter what,
I follow my dreams...

~
What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?
When your tired of living and playing this game?
when you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?

What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul?
When you smile and laugh but you know its all a show?
When you feel like you've hit your all time low?
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?

What do you call it when you feel so alone?
When your in your house but it don't feel like home?
When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong?
When the wait to die seems too long.

I was banned because cyber hates me .

And yes island it is.

Erase me from your minds , erase me from you heart .
I was never here nor I never was .
Im through and done with this story thats become.

All thats ever happened was drama , Im crying out of pain this isnt helping , Please just stop this and stop picking on me , I never wanted to cause drama I just wanted friends , But obviously thats never going to happen i guess i have repelant on me.


Im through With you im through with this.
you Tore me down and i cant get back up
Thank you for this
Thank you for that.
You helped me realize im worthless and Im just a paper weight on ur desk.
Im stupid , im careless im not worth your time , Forget me .

Heres a poem ( with cuss words so you can ban me. )

Words Words
Bitch and whore
The girl runs away
she slams the door
she takes a knife
and cuts her skin
remembering how screwed up her life has been
she leans to the toilet
throws up to be thin
at school all she has is a grin
She cuts cuts cuts some more
Screaming in pain, blood on the floor
People call her emo people laugh at her face
But they haven't even tried to be in her place
Her dad just died, her mom has depression
her brother has to go through a therapy session
Why can't people see? that grin is a lie
everything's done for her, her life's slowly fading by
Bloods dripping on the floor, she's screaming in pain
she can't eat because that means more weight to gain
She wishes to be perfect she says it's not fair
she says she hears people talking about her hair
She cuts it all off, her soul has been broken
but she never told anyone, her words were never spoken
She takes the rope, hangs herself in the dark
She no longer has a beating heart
Her friends fall to the ground
when they hear the word "She's dead"
Her brother cries as he sleeps in her bed
She is gone
She is done
Just because of people. making fun.
She's buried on a Saturday,
people start crying
all because that one girl stopped trying.

so before judging someone on their weight or their clothes
their laugh their talk their hair or their nose
Just take a moment to realize and see
Everyone is not always who they seem to be.

i did nothing! this post idk where it came from please help im crying >.<

yes i am , Pease someone unban me!

Please unban hashtagfood , I did nothing wrong cyber i know your mad at me please stop picking on me

UNBAN ME . PLEASE. WHAT IS THIS WTF?!

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Im just wondering,

Why were you un- ip banned....

It was nice having no drama her.

Im sorry if this is mean,

But I want this to be bully free.

But you have a good start so dar.

Mateo unipbanned me because I wanted a new start but since you kept saying I was hashtagfood I had to give it up.

ok Guys im starting over , Please do not mention my past im not a bully . Im trying to restart my oldcp life please just leave it alone im trying to be new and different and I do not care if you will call me names and dislike me I will take it all im trying to be better and be nice Mateo has unipbanned me but hashtagfood and fridge are permanently Banned forever , I am now sunflowers and im trying new , do not come up to me and start talking trash because you will be on my ignore list , This was not meant to be rude it was meant as a goodbye to the old me and a hello the the new and improved , Sunflowers.

I do not care if you hate me tornado I just want to say sorry for my actions but I was not only the bully you came back with some pretty rude remarks as well but I will just end this now because I does not need to get dragged a long anymore because we are older than 3 and don't have to cry for days about loosing our favorite toy , we are older and we need to just forget everything I hope you accept my apologize and please do not speak of my past to anyone else , I unbanned you when I was made a mod and I was trying to say sorry but you turned your back on me when I was demoted.

Please respect my wishes and do not speak of me anymore I am now known as sunflowers aka Sun. Im not going to be on forums after this post because I will not like to see rude comments and the number of dislikes this post will get .

Im being called hashtagfood by tornado she is bullying me! and calling me things! please stop I JUST joined! ;cccc

i Joined and i cant wait until i will be able to play the game!

Im new also! Welcome !

My user is sunflowers by the way

Thank you all so much i love oldcp already!