down for a final interview?

heres this too
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOGwpcOHw8s&t=74s

hello,
I seem to write one of these every couple of years so here we go:
Lemme start with this; not my year. Ive been through the wringer of late. I miss everyone so much but simultaneously ive grown so much since joining this damned community 7ish years ago. Growth is a really weird thing, at least in my opinion. Not sure if this is just a me thing; i feel like life is sorta passing me by as i continuously screw things up and its wildly unfortunate. My mental health has worsened but my control and maturity has increased drastically. I miss the adolescence surely, however i must acknowledge the exciting prospects that are the future. I am a penguin get me out of here champion 2019 i swear im actually king of the jungle.
miss u guys and happy new year. lets actually make this one a positive couple weeks stuffed together, eh?
-nate

cant believe there wasnt a most habsolo award.

Very short notice update, but as a part of the second portion of tonight's show I will also be attempting to host a recap of the past few years. I would like to welcome guests, old and new so feel free to leave any ideas for guests, questions, or anything else that would be interesting for the second segment.

please dm all questions to my discord
habsolo#8842

Damen wrote on 13th July 2022, 06:20 PM:

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habsolo wrote on 13th July 2022, 05:20 PM:
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Damen wrote on 13th July 2022, 08:06 AM:
Hello Habsolo. Good to see you on forums. I love your signature. You probably haven't changed that in years.

No sir I have not. I messaged your discord to pitch my dsghq: where are they now podcast and believe it could be a smash hit. I also am just looking to podcast if anyone would care to join
Do you wanna do a show with Wilf? He's a master of hosting live shows and interviewing people and you could be a co host with him?

I’ve long been in discussions w him about a similar concept but he tends not to answer. Im always down to host an interview and think I did I show w him already

Damen wrote on 13th July 2022, 08:06 AM:

Hello Habsolo. Good to see you on forums. I love your signature. You probably haven't changed that in years.

No sir I have not. I messaged your discord to pitch my dsghq: where are they now podcast and believe it could be a smash hit. I also am just looking to podcast if anyone would care to join

Hello all,
Great to be able to actuslly access this relic of an account again, regardless of how emotionally jarring it can be. Hope all is well for everyone and life is progressing as it should be. I recently re-publicized my podcasts from five or so years ago (if anyone wants to listen to them for any reason). I’m currently at a very turbulent place in life, not at all being helped by my terrible habits and I thought checking in again seemed apt. You folks are always in my head and these values of trying to not be a garbage person have followed me through my life, so I say: thanks. If I don’t check in soon message me on discord habsolo#8842. Peace and love and more appreciation than you may realize.
-Nate

Dearest community,
I do believe I've grown significantly since our last interaction. Frankly my goldfish memory disallows me from recalling the occasion but I do miss you all dearly. I wish we could go back to the days and i wish that instead of devolving and cutting all ties that I had stayed at the very least in touch. I'm feeling awfully lost & confused atm so any advice is really welcome.
Talk to you soon maybe? Just don'tdie on me, I really need you/
habsolo#8842
Nate

Good afternoon,
If you do not know me my name is habsolo or Nate. This community provided an amount of development that would have been otherwise unachievable and has made my life signifcantly easier. Everyone on this forum is somehow linked up to me I think and I find it unbelievably fascinating to delve into the depths of my past (5 years ago).
This is all besides the point; this community all means so much to me and I miss you all daily.
Love and well wishes,
Nate (I will try to be around a little more)

yeah basically

interstellar pfp

Over the time we spent together I really grew to know you as one of my best friends. Love you man, and of course not for the great gentlemen of MOTE.
Good luck