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Posted in an apology • 12th April 2020, 03:55 PM

Lush wrote on 12th April 2020, 03:50 PM:
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Posted in an apology • 12th April 2020, 03:40 PM

recently i haven't had my priorities straight.

i think it's possible that some people haven't noticed a change in my behavior, or maybe most people haven't, but i still wanted to apologize publicly for the people who have.

i haven't been my nicest self. deep in my heart, i am a very empathetic and caring person. in dealing with social situations, the most important thing to me is making sure everyone is feeling ok and conflict can be resolved peacefully. that's not what i've been prioritizing lately and i'd like to sincerely apologize and promise that i will go back to that now.

i'm sorry to anyone i've hurt by acting rashly or aggressively. i hope i can start fresh now.
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Posted in courtney google doc • 10th April 2020, 02:26 AM

i'm so sorry about your friend, audrey
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Posted in The issue with Crimezone • 9th April 2020, 02:21 AM

mariojack905 wrote on 9th April 2020, 02:18 AM:
This is what I don't get though. How is someone speaking about the subject on Club Penguin gonna scare you in real life. It's a bunch of penguins walking about, legit one of the most funny animals in the world.

you're not understanding because you can't relate to going through trauma like this. i'm not sure if there's a way i can explain that would help you see it from a victim's perspective, but i hope that you'll respect others' feelings even if they don't align with yours. sometimes even a brief mention can be upsetting, regardless of how much detail is given.

i'm going to lock this discussion now to prevent further drama, sorry guys
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Posted in The issue with Crimezone • 9th April 2020, 02:16 AM

mariojack905 wrote on 9th April 2020, 02:14 AM:
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kensey wrote on 9th April 2020, 02:11 AM:
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mariojack905 wrote on 9th April 2020, 02:01 AM:
I was there, and someone was being trialled for it? I'm sorry, maybe this isn't something I understand, I'm sorry if your offended, but idk why your upset. There's films and series' out there you can watch where this is happening, but CLUB PENGUIN nah not allowed.
Again sorry if ur offended
The difference is that those are films and books, which can accurately display the situation at hand. The problem here is that this is a Club Penguin game that is child-friendly. Topics like this shouldn't even be considered to be brought here. It's a kids game; imagine coming online thinking it's a normal CPPS and then seeing that, especially if you're a survivor.
So surely these films and books would be more traumatising than a 2D flash game

the difference is, these films/books come with warnings. they're given a rating, and an explanation to those ratings, so anyone who is uncomfortable with certain themes can take action to avoid it. adding sexual assault to club penguin roleplay, especially without warning, is disrespectful to those who have gone through these situations in real life and may not be comfortable being reminded of them in such a belittling way.
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Posted in The issue with Crimezone • 9th April 2020, 02:14 AM

mariojack905 wrote on 9th April 2020, 01:52 AM:
Your blowing this was out of proportion. It's Club Penguin.
mariojack905 wrote on 9th April 2020, 02:01 AM:
There's films and series' out there you can watch where this is happening, but CLUB PENGUIN nah not allowed.

actually, the game being club penguin (a children's game) sounds like a perfectly good reason to assume these topics are inappropriate to discuss, so i'm not sure what your point is.
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Posted in IPban appeal - Forgs • 9th April 2020, 01:39 AM

Frogs2 wrote on 9th April 2020, 01:26 AM:
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Chelsey wrote on 8th April 2020, 08:56 PM:
you're ban-on-sight actually so it shouldn't matter either way
why
consistent swearing and other rule breaking, even after being warned/banned multiple times, plus the random attacks and harassment

it was voted on by the staff team
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Posted in IPban appeal - Forgs • 8th April 2020, 08:56 PM

you're ban-on-sight actually so it shouldn't matter either way
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Posted in 2 Faced Community • 4th April 2020, 10:20 PM

Lush wrote on 4th April 2020, 09:31 PM:
when i was emperor helper, so many people took an advantage of me and pretended to be my friend to get things from me and it wasn't until after i resigned when i realized how fake everyone was towards me just so they could things could go their way and im sure former administrators can relate to that.
current/former moderators can also relate as well which is really upsetting

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Posted in The First Annual OldCP Hunger Games • 24th March 2020, 11:32 PM

i love being the first to die
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Posted in [P2] || The Truth • 21st March 2020, 11:00 PM

Courtney6 wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:47 PM:
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Chelsey wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:24 PM:
so you lied to everyone, about your name, age, and gender, for literally no reason and it took SEVEN years to come clean when you were given multiple clear opportunities to tell the truth? i can't even say this is just a kid's mistake, because you later on introduced "scott" as "sadie's brother" with an entirely different account. who knows what else you've lied about?? is courtney also you on another account? kudos to the people who are being so nice to you for this, i just don't trust liars.
Scott was young & mistakes are made. But I don’t comprehend why you had to assume me & Scott are the same when we’ve made that clear in the past. And to be honest with you it’s kinda silly that this is literally just a Penguin game - kudos to Amanda for telling me that. I felt like that’s just the honest truth. And I know you commented below Scott’s quote asking if I’m real. Yes, I’m real. Although there’s a lot of conspiracy stuff speculating that I’m not which I find hilarious. Personally, I don’t have the time for that.

Chelsey you clearly don’t understand what Scott likely felt throughout those years. He stated that it was a mistake & that he regrets it. Not trying to spread any hate because I don’t mind you at all. But I know you probably made mistakes as well, even if they’re not as severe and totally different.

you can't keep blaming this on the fact "he was young" when this started when the lie continued on until now, when he's 19. i'm pretty sure it was also made clear that sadie and scott were two different people. i was told numerous times that scott was sadie's brother so i tried to believe that, despite my doubts. i won't let you make me feel guilty for having raised suspicions of sadie's other sibling now. this is what happens when your "mistakes" are this severe.
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Posted in [P2] || The Truth • 21st March 2020, 10:39 PM

sarabareille wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:33 PM:
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Chelsey wrote on 21st March 2020, 10:24 PM:
so you lied to everyone, about your name, age, and gender, for literally no reason and it took SEVEN years to come clean when you were given multiple clear opportunities to tell the truth? i can't even say this is just a kid's mistake, because you later on introduced "scott" as "sadie's brother" with an entirely different account. who knows what else you've lied about?? is courtney also you on another account? kudos to the people who are being so nice to you for this, i just don't trust liars.
I wouldn't consider myself a liar, but that's okay.
To be completely honest, I created both accounts at the same time. Also, there was thousands of reasons why I simply did not tell everyone sooner. Often times, yes, I do wish I told people sooner. It isn't like I never contemplated that idea, I contemplated it for YEARS. Carrying this lie has caused me more pain than anything, but at the same time, it has given me a lot to be proud of too. Listen, I comprehend why people might get angry, sad, or even confused in regards to this entire situation - I too felt all three of those emotions myself, when thinking about this all!
Honestly, I feel like people are and will continue to get this entire story mixed up, or create background stories to it. I left out a lot of deeply personal information within this discussion simply because I felt like it wasn't necessary to construct a sob-story when that's simply not what I'm looking for. I'm not even looking for acceptance, I did this for me. I wanted to move forward on here without the baggage. I'm proud of myself, truly I am. I no longer have to live a lie. Everything I have told people is 100% the truth, I have told a few lies which are the 3 you said up above unless you count me telling people I had to go offline b/c of something important when in all reality I wanted to watch YouTube...
Regardless, I respect you and your opinion. If you have any further questions, comments, or concerns please, by all means, ask me. I understand where you're coming from, and perhaps one day this will all make sense. Thank you for everything you have done for me though, regardless of what the outcome has turned to be. I appreciate you and everything you have done for this community. I'm sorry if any of this is an inconvenience to you or anyone of that matter.

so is courtney real or nah
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Posted in [P2] || The Truth • 21st March 2020, 10:24 PM

so you lied to everyone, about your name, age, and gender, for literally no reason and it took SEVEN years to come clean when you were given multiple clear opportunities to tell the truth? i can't even say this is just a kid's mistake, because you later on introduced "scott" as "sadie's brother" with an entirely different account. who knows what else you've lied about?? is courtney also you on another account? kudos to the people who are being so nice to you for this, i just don't trust liars.
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