weend2014 wrote on 2nd November 2021, 05:11 PM:

to be blunt you dont seem mentally stable enough for the internet, if discord drives you to that point you shouldnt use it. its also against the rules to talk about suicide as its not a light topic you can just throw around.

It's honestly refreshing to see you showing some sort of concern for me, but let me just say, I've changed a lot since then. I'm not as sensitive as I used to be. My mental health is far better than it was back then.

TheComedian wrote on 1st November 2021, 03:44 PM:

?what?

galaxy brain stuff in this post bro

I would like to open up about some things...

Firstly, thank you for taking the time to read this. Secondly... Well, I'll get on with it now.

Earlier this year (early 2021), I was sent to a mental hospital because I was showing signs of being suicidal again. Now, I haven't shown signs of that for 4 years prior to being sent to the hospital. The reason I was feeling suicidal? A series of events that happened on Discord in 2020. What exactly happened? Well, it's still a bit of a touchy subject, but I'll spill it for the sake of opening up about my problems.

Essentially, I was being called a certain gardening tool by multiple people, the most notorious of which went by 'Sasuke.' The reason I was being called names? Through the MarriageBot on Discord, I was married to a Nagato account (while being Hanabi) in a server that goes by the name of "Obito & Rin's House." I was constantly harassed by Madara, who was Nagato's brother??? Like, umm... Nagato never did anything to stop him, so I did something I definitely regret... I divorced him, and married Minato (who apparently cheated on Kushina... Uhhh....) because he actually did something. It was soon after I did that the messages calling me a gardening tool came flooding in. It never ended. I was close to taking my own life because of some 13-14 year old kid who likes to chug mouthwash brainwashing 90% of the server into hating my guts. I was a moderator in that server, too.

Not only that, but even after I left that server, I received texts from Sasuke, Obito, and Nagato telling me to kill myself. Someone managed to get my phone number, and leaked it. I don't have the phone that has those texts anymore, but I can assure you, firsthand, that it did happen. Five months after my departure from the server, Sasuke tried texting me to apologize. His apology was a lie. Even in 2021, they still talk crap about me. Unfortunate. I really wanted to believe they moved on. On Wattpad even, someone (not naming names) tried to leak my home address. It failed though, I don't think Wattpad lets you post literal home addresses on peoples' Message Boards.

Anyways, ever since I got discharged from the mental hospital, my emotional standing has improved greatly. However, I was also diagnosed with bipolar disorder. That doesn't really matter right now, though.

That is all I wanted to open up about.

-Miko

Edit: To all the homophobes, go suck your mum's toes.

i'm not on here but i played the clarinet for a good two years

Jonathan1tt1 wrote on 31st October 2021, 07:45 AM:

i get everything else but can you educate me on why some people wanna be referred to as
meowself
diceself
bugself
faeself
faenself

I searched this question on Google. Here's the answer:
D'Angelo said that one reason people on the autism spectrum may use neopronouns could be “because they feel like their relationship with gender is different than the neurotypical one.” Neopronouns give people who feel different from the rest of the world a way to avoid all its boxes at once.

I myself don't have autism, but I do have ADHD and Bipolar Disorder (both professionally diagnosed), but neopronouns help me feel more like... well, me.

skylinr1 wrote on 30th October 2021, 07:52 PM:

Im more of a Obtuse, rubber goose, green moose, apple juice
Green snake, birthday cake, large fries, chocolate shake my self

nice, fairly odd parents reference

I guess this can count as me outing myself, but it was under my free will.

Once again, here's a list of my preferred names: https://pronouny.xyz/u/tsukasashell . I mostly prefer Tsukasa, or Soup. I'm 19 years of age. I am a non-binary (demiboyflux) who goes by all pronouns, preferably they/them or it/its (also neopronouns of dice/dices/diceself). I'm a panromantic demi-asexual who is also polyamorous.

Just so you all know, just because I'm polyamorous doesn't mean I'm a cheater. My partners are well aware of it, and are poly themselves. I did not force them to be poly, one of them figured out they were poly on their own (not naming names because... privacy.) The other was already poly before I even got into a relationship with them.

I hope you all can accept me for who I am.

Edit: Please do not refer to me as Kayden anymore.

I know some people will have some questions. I will try to answer them as best I can.

1. How can you be asexual and polyamorous at the same time?
It's actually quite simple. Amor = amour = love = romantic. Just because someone is polyamorous, it does not necessarily mean that they will be doing the do with their partner(s). Therefore, it is perfectly logical and possible to be an asexual polyamorous person.

2. What is a demigirlflux?
The easiest way to explain this is in parts. Firstly, I'll explain the demigirl part. Demigirl, in the simplest form of explanation, is the in-between state of non-binary and woman / partially but not wholly feeling like a girl. Now, I will explain the [girl]flux part. Girlflux is when your femininity fluctuates, but never enough to fully feel like a boy.

3. What is panromantic? How is it any different from pansexual?
This is a commonly asked question. Many people think that I mean pansexual when I tell them that I am panromantic. Panromantic is the romantic (not necessarily sexual) attraction to individuals regardless of gender, and as a result, one is attracted to all genders. Panromantic individuals may be described as being "gender blind" showing that gender is not a factor in their attraction to a individuals. Pansexual is the sexual attraction to all individuals regardless of gender. Sexual attraction and romantic attraction are not the same thing.

SecurityGuy wrote on 26th October 2021, 01:00 PM:

https://discord.gg/UpWJ2a9H

expired

i would say this is cute if it weren't for the uwu in your user.

Haloween1000 wrote on 30th October 2021, 11:53 AM:

welcome back!

i might not be staying as i'm trying to get a job at the moment, but it feels nice to be back for now.

hey i hope you guys remember me. i was known as kayden in the past, and while i don't go by that name anymore, i still like most of the memories i have under that name. my new name is tsukasa, but i also go by many other names. the full list along with my pronouns is here: https://pronouny.xyz/u/tsukasashell . i'm just here to visit since it's been a long time. i'm 19 years old now, and have changed a lot.