I forgive you, But that doesn't mean anybody else will. I think you should be forgiven though, Becuase
everyone makes mistakes, And you have made one, But you have learnt from it.
Good luck on getting you personality to match your profile picture
To all users out there: I think May should be forgiven
She has learnt from her mistake, and is truly sorry for making it.
May, Your point has come across to me, and I'm sure you will have a brighter future
with us in the dsghq. And It does feel Like you lose a piece of you, when
you lose your rank, But if you do not get it back, You will have to deal with it,
For lots of Former demoted moderators have delt with it, and maybe, just maybe
May, You will become a Moderator again in the future.

What I did was very uncool of me. I was a total jerk. I was told most of those things by a trusted user, though some was true.

I was very angry. And I should have calmed down. I am a very strong willed person, and I act on instinct- I am very brave. But because of that, I made terrible choices. It got the best of me.

To be completley honest, I did not do all of that because of my friends. None of my friends knew. It wasn't for my pride, either. I was angry. Why? People.

I felt like I was demoted unfairly. I felt that Roberto was promoted unfairly. I thought everyone disliked me, especially the other staff. I got angry. I tried holding it in and acting perfect for you all but it only lasted so long.

I was gone a week or two though the Admins whom demoted me said it was months. It was only a week or two. When I went inactive I told Damen. I should have given him more info, I admit to that. Though Damen left, and none of the other Admins really knew but Damen. I was busy because of school, mostly.

I was demoted on a Monday, which was the same day I finished all of my tests. Because of that coincidence people thought I came back JUST because of my rank.

I was having this anger boil inside of me. I couldnt release it.

I felt that the Admins weren't doing their job, I felt that I lost a peice of me. (my Moderator position.)
One thing that stressed me was my hard work. I was trying so hard to earn a higher rank. Not for the fame, but to change the DSGHQ for the better. But I tried too hard.

May, we all go to school. Everyone has seen that you've been inactive a lot recently. What's done is done. All you can do is try to re-earn your rank once you're less busy. This isn't happening because Damen isn't here, it's happening because we're finally taking action against inactive moderators.

To be honest, you say you love helping users. If you truly do, you wouldn't only help because you have the job to, but you would do it from your own will. Anyway, why are you getting so worked up over this? Many people have been demoted in the past, that hasn't stopped them from re earning it. Another thing:

Obey the judgement of Staff members

That's a General rule

Listen, I know you're upset, but honestly inactive mods that can't handle their lives and their rank shouldn't be mods. You say this is more than a rank to you and that it's what you love to do, but if you love it so much, why don't you put every effort to get on and not be inactive for a week?

Also with these posts and all the moods you've made, it doesn't really seem something of what a responsible person would do.

Just wait to earn it back later on, when your schedule isn't so full.

May23 said on 19th May 2015 06:58 PM:
This always happens when Damen takes a leave. It will be alright, Damen will be back soon and all will be well. Keep positive.


This doesn't happen every time Damen "takes a leave". Damen isn't gone and Roberto and Chelsey are doing fine running DSGHQ from where I sit.

24 hours is extreme so I will try and get it reduced to 15, as we told the Mods they can easily get excused if they give Admins a legitimate reason.

There is no corruption and armies aren't ruining the DSGHQ.

May23 said on 19th May 2015 06:47 PM:
I agree that friendship isn't the matter, but to my friends who did say no, didn't listen to what happened. I respect your choice, and I always will, but I needed to say the truth of what happened. I am inactive for a little bit and I get demoted on every little thing when I get back? I thought I had a little more trust, and respect then that.

To be honest, everything turns into chaos when Damen leaves, no matter who is in charge. You would understand if you were here for the last time something like this happened.

And its not that saying No makes you not my friend, its the ability to listen and hear what sounds like blasphemy against them.

It's not because Damen isn't incharge, even if he was you would be demoted eventually.