I'm always in Depression because my mom never lets me enjoy life! I may give advice and wisdom, but following it myself is the hardest thing ever... I just recently cut my arm with my nails, but lost just a tiny bit of blood. My life is the hardest one that a person can have, how? I lived all my life through being in the darkness, but lately I started to break down... I'm a shadow, castaway and a nobody at my own house! I get 0 privacy, 0 respect, 0 love, 0 attention and no one can show emotions...

Some of you may say: '' Talk to your mom about it!'', ''Everything takes time, but it will be all worth it''.... And stuff like that, but it's not easy as it seems! Each time that I try to talk about it I get grounded for a month without TV or computer, but like I sometimes say to my friends '' I'm light inside darkness and it what keeps the others alive because if I'm not here then someone else will suffer worse than me!''

I don't mind being in depression, but it's tearing me apart slowly... I started cutting myself, fighting against my friends and leaving them nail marks, but I keep struggling to not doing it...

But the moral of speaking about my depression in my life is that just be happy of the life that you have and it's not bad as mine. I'm 15 and in 9th grade, but soon I have to leave to a school that's further away from home without the situation being solved... Some of us that are light in darkness are happy to be this way, why? Because we can tell people what's it like and change their minds before it's too late! We also learn stuff by being in the darkness, but that is how we use it, why? Because it may corrupt and succumb you into the darkness...

YoyoCat wrote on 6th February 2015 11:37 PM:

Oh no! You're going to die!



....without OldCP! Nobody can be gone that long!

I can and I did! From Tuesday to Thursdays... Plus I kinda almost got 3 months without Oldcp, so you're wrong!

At least you tried making it to help others and keeping it updated, so it wasn't all a failure! Don't look at the bad side of things, but only when necessary! Think that you tried helping others and even tho it didn't work as planned you tried your best while at it!

That's true, Storm, most people does that, but it's bad news... It's better to forget about it than making it worse.

xAlliex wrote on 6th February 2015 11:24 PM:

Thanks! I'll check out that website, it seems very cool!

~xAlliex

Alright and np! It's a fun place plus you can still chat.

xAlliex wrote on 6th February 2015 11:17 PM:

Aww that is so cute! How did you do that? I'm not very experienced with editors/drawing apps.

~xAlliex

It's flockdraw.com, but she grab a pic that she had and we did the rest.

And argued a bit because someone kept erasing Plus had a bit of a strange chat because of someone....

And you can play games, but cannot make people go on there by force..

This is true, but just a tiny thing... I'm in the darkness and I'm still fine! In my case I'm light inside the darkness who helps others to avoid falling in deeper. Everything is Yin & Yang, so you can't stop it from happening and even if you fall there. There's always going to be that tiny glimmer of light going to help you! Those who are kinda in a place like me, as in light inside darkness, have pure hearts to last so long there. You may be in the light, but you feel kinda glum or sad... There's always a balance in life and you cannot change that! I'm happy to be in the darkness because I can help others to avoid falling in deeper and sending them back to where they belong! But without darkness everything would be perfect! We aren't perfect and we each make mistakes, so we also need it in our daily lives.

Jealousy can also lead to bullying and use of harsh words, Daisy, but sometimes we don't realize also who we are hurting. It can be fixed, but the lies can stay and mark the person forever.

Congrats, Terry! *claps* KEEP ON REACHING YOUR GOALS! This month has been so nice to me and apparently to you also because you just reached 3200 post!

Good job to all the contestants because you tried all your best to win it! And congratulations to The Mountain the new warlord! I wish that I could had seen it, but I was asleep the whole time.

Hmm... This made me think, but most of what some knows me is kinda the way that I am. There's still stuff that I wont show, which is my bad side, but if I do then it will be easier to control here than in real life. The way that I am now on here is a part of who I am, but still insecure also. Here I'm free from my mom and able to express my feelings than in real life, I'm a shadow in the house, but at school I'm myself again. But even if I wasn't myself on here I'm sure about 1 thing, which is being happy that I got to meet people on here which my mom didn't choose for me, since you all helped me

So I kinda owe all of my friends and the ones that I'm about to be friends with!

Most people never think about this, but they choose to ignore it without actually knowing it. And then later on they fight because they wonder why they were demoted. It's like deja vu without an ending, history repeats itself.

Seems interesting... Instead of having many commands it's better to put them on one single command. This is a great idea, Sting! Less work on trying to memorize all of the commands!